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gatau lagi harus gimana dan ngomong apa,
rasanya gw uda berusaha sebisa mungkin
tapi ntah knapa usaha gw ga pernah dihargai
maybe karena usaha gw hasilnya ga sesuai kemauan lu kali y?

hmm jujur sakit tiap brantem, tiap lu ga prcaya sama omongan gw,
tiap lu ngerasa kalo gw salah padahal gw uda lakuin sebisa gw
tapi somehow gw belum bisa jadi seperti apa yang lu mau

ga ngerti de gimana caranya biar ngeyakinin lu kedepannya gimana
gw uda janji gabakal ngecewain lu lagi tp ya lu berhak ga prcaya
soalnya gw keseringan ngibulin lu
dan gw jg tau kepercayaan lu gabakal gampang kembali
tapi coba buka kembali pintu kepercayaanmu itu

just give me one last chance
masa cuma karena jadwal kuliah gw dapetnya malem jadi mesti bubaran si?
katanya mau serius, masa cuma karena hal begini lu mesti mutusin gw?
apalagi klo ada masalah gede lainnya, gatau lagi de mesti gimana
kalo masalah begini aja bisa bikin kita udahan,
gimana kita mau selesaikan masalah gede lainnya berdua?

coba tolong mengerti sedikit aja posisi gw
gw tau lu di situ susah payah kerja cari duit
tapi knapa harus ngmg disini gw sneng" si?
gw disini kuliah, ga sneng"
boro" bisa sneng", kluar aja uda jarang
tau sendiri kan gw ga prnh kluar kalo ga bareng lu

intinya si gw sayang sama lu,
gw pengen kita laluin masalah ini berdua dan nyari solusi terbaik
baik buat lu, dan baik juga buat gw
tolong dong bantu gw, ngasi solusi selain harus brhenti kuliah dan putus :( :'( :'(

:(

deep condolance for my boyfriend
i know u feel sad
n i still make u angry or angry to u sometimes
im so sorry

i never mean everything that i did to u
i never think that u r my pet
i truely love u n i feel bad

coz in this situation i cant make u happy
or make u not sad think about ur grandmom
im spechless n have nothing to say
except sorry n always sorry for every mistake that i hv made :(

maybe u dissapointed with me
but i wanna try to be the best for u
just teach me n i will try
n if i failed i will try n try again

hope u n ur family always be strong
n GOD always bless us ^^

Women just like sex n money?

i just wanna laugh heard that word

so this morning my boy decide to break up with me

and his reason u know? SATURATED!

actually i can't receive that reason

it's feel so hurt,,

i event can't tell how is my feeling coz it cant disclosed with any word

women just like sex n money? LOL

that what he say to me

that he cant give me money n cant make me happy

n many other reason..

boy please, if i just wanna ur money i'll date a boy that more rich than u

n when u want to break up, i will be happy

not like now coz i just wake up n u say that

it just make my day worst

don't ever play with women hearts

coz u know? without women, u wont born in this beautiful world

if u know one day, u'll just make her sad and hurt her

maybe u must thinking out loud to become close with her

girls are cute like barbie, but remember boys

a TRUE man won't play barbie!

<3<3

14-01-2013

gw binggung sebenernya mau mulai cerita darimana
ntah apa yang bisa gambarin prasaan gw saat ini
gw pikir NOTHING!

sekarang gw lagi mikirin yang namanya becandaan
becandaan itu relatif dengan hal yang lucu
bisa berupa joke ato apapun itu
yang PASTI dan yang gw tau
becanda itu GA bakal NYAKITIN prasaan someone

bole" aja si lu pada becanda
cuma bisa dong lu mikir kalo lu becanda nya begitu
itu bakal nyakitin org yang lu becandain ato enggak

maybe sometimes bagi lu itu semua lucu
but for some people maybe ur joke not just funny
but can hurt their heart

gw binggung maybe yang namanya becandaan
apalagi becandaan antara pria dan wanita itu berbeda kali yaa
wanita itu maybe relatif lebih mikirin prasaan temen
daripada becandaan pria

or maybe some man doesn't use their brain very well
nah buat kasus yang satu ini gw binggung

what ever lah yang pasti becanda kalo ga lucu dan cuma bisa nyakitin
saran gw si, mending lu tutup mulut dan ga ngelakuin nya
daripada lu cuma bisa nyakitin prasaan orang lain aja :)