Lie

i know all of u know what the mean of lie
n i believe nobody in this world that never lie
include me also :p

sometimes u r lying without u knowing it
or maybe sometimes ur lying to make some condition be better
but don't make lying become ur habit

maybe at first when u lying u feel better
but remember
first u lie, u'll always lying to cover up ur first lie

maybe u think with all of ur lie the condition would be better
but sometimes u wrong
lie not always make condition become better
but maybe for some moment it would be
but remember guys, it just for a minute, a day, a week
but it cant work forever
someday ur lie will uncovered
n when that day come u'll regret that

if u hv heart u'll feel bad,
n u'll feel sorry for what u do
and finally u'll tell the truth

n fyi(for ur information) i wass feel that
n i'm so sorry to everyone that i ever lied :(
of course if u read my blog :D


but before regret come to u,
plis, just plis tell the truth in all ur condition :)
n i sure everybody will really appreciate if u not lie to them :)

<3 <3

:(

heyy, now im sad
im feeling bad :(
only u who can understand me
n now i will share my story

idk why now im feeling bad
tears always out from my eye
my heart feeling sick
dunno why

i need someone to explain me
why i always feels bad
feel terrible n i mess up my life

sometimes i wish i live in a fairy tale story
have a happy ending without any tears
n now i know that fairy tales is just a story

it wont happened in a real life
it just a story to make u hv a nice dream
but it wouldnt happen in a real life
expecially in mine :(

i know life full of rocks, full of obstacle
n maybe it the thing that can make me stronger :)

GALAU

hmm, okey today gw bakal ngebahas yg namanya G.A.L.A.U
GALAU? kata" ini sbenarnya sangat tidak asing
banyak yang bilang galau adalah fase menuju keremajaan

hm, gue gatau ini benar ato enggak yang pasti setiap orang pasti pernah ngerasain
dan bagi yang belum prnah, jangan khawatir guys,,
anda pasti akan merasakan nya :)

gue ga ngerti entah sejak kapan mulai timbul kata "gaoel" ini
yang pasti kalo lo belum ngerasain galau, lo gabakal gaoel guys

galau biasa trjadi pada masa remaja yang sangat rentan dengan masalah
sebenarnya mungkin masalah ini tidak terlalu penting
atau maybe masalah ini tidak membutuhkan begitu banyak energi dan fikiran
mungkin ini karena hormon masa remaja yang sangat tinggi kali ya? hmm,,

sebenarnya gampang saja, yang selalu membuat remaja galau biasanya adalah
"masalah percintaan"
kita semua gabakal lepas dari yang namanya cinta,,
jadi cinta merupakam masalah yang paling banyak menimbulkan kegalauan
terutama pada remaja masa kini

tapi tenang aja,, tentu saja kegalauan ini dapat diatasi
kegalauan dapat diatasi dengan berbagai cara yaitu
dengan mencari kesibukan atau dengan melakukan sesuatu
yang dapat membuat kita melupakan masalah yang sedang kita hadapi

jadi carilah kegiatan sebanyak mungkin dan buatlah diri anda sesibuk mungkin
untuk mengatasi kegalauan yang dapat terjadi sewaktu-waktu

gue gatau knapa sekarang ngebahas galau, yang pasti cuma nge share aja
semoga bermanfaat :)

<3

Random -____-

cannot sleep n just write maybe one of a good idea :)

actually i dont hv a topic,,
so ill just talk randomly here

my boy update status in his bbm "love true"
and he say the meaning is "cinta yg tulus"
and i ask him about his status
and  he say its not for anyone
i told then just give me all his love :)
but he say "was,, but not all.. not yet all"
"make it full, i cant maybe u can"
"i cant becoz my heart not mine but for someone so..
that person must take it by herself"

so im confuse, im like in a strret
feeling like just stay there or cross to the other one

between chase his heart or just let him go
in one side i look this like he want me to keep fighting,,
keep  fighting for his heart or maybe ...
just maybe he cant love me full becoz there is someone else
lets hope that just my feeling :)

Promise

hmm,, maybe kalian uda ga asing dengan kata yang satu ini

JANJI
hm, iah janji
sometimes kita gampang banget buat janji tanpa mikir panjang lagi
tanpa mikir "gw sanggup gak ya?"
sometimes janji itu sndiri kluar dari mulut kita tnpa kita sadari

tanpa kita sadari
ya mungkin kita ngucapin janji karena ngerasa tertantang
ato apa lah itu,,
so many reason why people say promise
promise to their friends or anybody else

terkadang kita mikir itu hal yang gampang
yup, gampang diucapkan, tapi belum tentu gampang dilakuin

ibarat kata ni ya "lidah tak bertulang"
so, be careful guys :D

Love

L O V E

it just 4word but mean so many thing
just with that word, u can make someone happy or sad

'love is blind'
believe it or not it happened to many people
do u ever feel it?
maybe u just need more time to feel it
maybe now u just hv to wait
wait for the right time n right people to feel it
becoz if u feel that with a wrong person,
believe me, u will regret for doing it
u will blame urself
u just can't accept why u do that
regret will come to u in ur whole life

so i hope u can find the right person for u
who always stand BESIDE u, not hide BEHIND u
who always care with u
who always protect u n ur relationship

"TALK LESS, DO MORE"
don't just "TALK MORE, DO LESS"

if u find a boy who just talk and no action,
i suggest u just to let him go
let him stay away from ur life
just let him go
coz he is not the one for u,
he is not the best
i believe there is a man not a 'boy'
who deserve for u guys :)

*_*

.....

Heyy,, its me
im back now to tell u bout my feeling

today i see pict in my boy lapie
with his ex

always his ex ex ex
whyyy???

am i not good enought for u?
why u treat me like this?
always blame me for every ur false n now?
its hurrrttt :(
very very hurt :'(

i know i hv a mistake
but dont u realise why i do this?
hm maybe i must do instropection

or u just wanna play with me? dont do that :(
i still hv heart n if u play it just make me hurt
so if u wanna go away just do it from now
"DONT WAIT THE RIGHT TIME COZ THE RIGHT TIME NEVER COME"

never ever play with woman's heart coz its so fragile u know :)

sorry :(

For someone out there..

i know i was made a mistake to you,

im sorry for doing that

deep in my heart i dont mean to do all of that

i know i was made a lot of mistake here

all of my regret maybe dont mean anything again for u

not becoz u dont love me anymore 

but maybe coz u tired for always forgive me

i know how ur feeling if i always lie on u

but really, i feel really really sorry

in my heart i just can ask u

is there still me in ur heart?

is there still a forgive for me?

is there still a place for me in ur heart?

i hope there always me in ur heart,,

thats my name who only make u get more spirit to start the day after

end with love <3

15 Juni 2012

Hello guys, 

its been so so so long time that im not write anything in my blog

but now i wanna told u about my date <3

15 Juni 2012

when i write this, i cant stop smile all the time

Billy is his name

he make me feel like a princess,

like there is no girl in this world

he make me feel like 'im the only one'

and 

yeaa i feel like that

we meet n watch in Blitz Central Park

he hugs me from the film start until the end

he always hold my hand n never let it go

then we eat together

i ask him to hug me but he say 'no, coz in public place'

then when we finish our dinner, he embrace me

n i feel so great

actually he embrace me coz call the waiter for pay the bill

he so romantic, isnt he? =D

then we meet with his brother

we talk n hv a chat until we forget the time

he say that his friend call me a hippo

actually i feel so embarrassed

but he make me feel that just a joke

n make me feel that just for fun

then he say that he wanna buy a hippo doll

to be the symbol of our love ><

waaaa i feel shy guys *blushing*

then we walk to a doll shop but we cant find it

so we bought Donald Duck n Daisy Duck

Donald for me n Daisy for him

its been a great great date that i ever had

after that i accompany him to shopping

he bought pants n blouse

for him in the US

17 Juni he will go to US n im sure

i really really sure that i will miss him so much

but he promise will back 7 July to Jakarta again *-*

but time pass so fast n separate us :((

he must take me home

n i just can hope that we will meet again when he back to Indonesia

now im start to cry guys, but i dunno why

maybe i just afraid that he never come back or what

i cant explain what i feel

i feel so randomly

but i just need him to know that

HE IS REALLY THE ONLY ONE FOR ME!!
and i wont cheat on u ^^

end with love <3 <3

My Bad Dream =(

haii guys here i'm at 4.25am 

n not sleep yet TT

i feel scary to sleep this night,, this morning actually 

coz i hv a bad dream n that dream is so terrible

i got a dream about GHOSSSSTTTTT!!!!!!!

yeaa can u imagine how bad that dream for me

i always pray to god for give me a nice dream

but maybe last night wasnt my lucky night

n now im waiting for the sun to shine for take a rest

just hope can sleep n not get a bad dream again

end with hope

<3

Long Time :D

heyy,, it's being a week that i didnt write here

n i miss sharing my story here :)

how r u guys?

hope ur days good always :)

btw my dad in malay now n i miss him so much

he say that he will call me when he there,,

but he didn't call me :(

actually i dont know why i write in here now

n i didnt hv a purpose to write here

just wanna share n write

hope one day somebody will look at my blog =)

Wish Me Luck :D

hello, as usual for this last 2 days

i always make a appointment with my friend,,

and u know what??

its never happened till this day

i just hope i can meet this guy n ask him

to help me about my task

n i will meet him today

just hope im not slept n can meet him for so many reason

btw, im not sleep enought almost this semester,,
actually i never get enought sleep since being a college girl
but the most severe is for this last 3months

OH GOD why it must happen, my eye start look like 'Panda'
(eventhought my eye always look like 'Panda' ><)

by the way today im back to my hometown in Padang
but just for 3 or 4 days =(
but i will do anything that possible n i can do
HELL YEAAAHH!!

but the most important now is, its 6.29am n im not sleep yet
n at 8.00am i must go to him place

OH GOD, i fell BAD =(

wish me luck ya

<3

My Day =)

haii,,
i wish somebody will look at my blog :)

keep spirit Vero =)

it's oke, i'll try my best

yesterday i watch The Hunger Games

the movie is good i think

hm, i feel happy watched that movie with my friends
consists of 2girls including me n 3boys
 me n the girl r scream n cry
but the boyy laught at us
i mean,, come on guys,, we  just add some express that make u shock too :p

but the thing that make me sad,,
we not took any picture of it =(

but hey,, it's okee ^^

the most think that i hate is when i went to my 'kost'

a lot of homework make me crazyy

AAARRRGGGHHH........

oh God, i Hate this feeling

hate this lesson n  task

but its okee guys, wish me luck yaa xD

report is end
<3

Bored

heyy,,

maybe nobody's know me

yea im new in here

now im write this coz i feel bored

just sleep all the day 

dunno wat to do coz demo in here :(

the anarkis demo make me sad =(

btw i make this just to share my feelin

and dont bored come to my first blog =)